Monthly Archives: September 2015

Nothing’s Changed

Posted on September 29, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

I’m sad to report that my father hasn’t made any changes since our talk. I hope the words are still sounding in his mind and that he’s been mulling over what I all said, but so far, outward action has … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged addiction, be more blunt, be more honest, confronting someone about an addiction, didn't go well, how can I get through to him?, hurting his feelings is better than losing him, I wish he could hear me and get my message, I'm disappointed, I'm frustrated, intervention, it's an issue, nothing's changed, obesity, substance abuse | 3 Comments

Opening the Way For a Talk: Finally Talking with my Dad

Posted on September 27, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

So I had that health scare I talked about last time – the one with my hand constantly falling asleep. It’s much better now, but having that situation made it possible to talk to my dad about some of my … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged change your life, don't do a fad diet, having a talk with an obese loved one, he thinks he's healthy, how can I get through to him?, how to talk about your loved one being fat, I feel sad for him, I'm worried about him, I'm worried about his health, it's bad for you, my dad needs help, obese, serious talk, talk with my dad, they need to make changes, what can I say?, you will not regret it! | 2 Comments

Why Does It Take a Medical Scare?

Posted on September 25, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

No. Really. Why does it take a medical scare to get me going? About ten days ago, I forced myself to cut out sugars, really buckle down on my diet, and exercise everyday. So why did I do this? Because … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged ankle problems, body of an old lady, bum knee, but I'm paying the price, doing my time, don't be like me folks, hurt ankle, I don't want to have an old lady's body, I spent them all, ice on my foot, it used to be funny but now it's not, it's just sad, morbidly obese, my husband calls me "grandma", no more fun times, obese, overweight, sore foot, these are the consequences, this is what happens when you're fat | Leave a comment

All Day I Dream About Chocolate

Posted on September 21, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

I SHOULD be thinking about running/walking/exercising in a.d.i.d.a.s. shoes, but instead, all I think about is chocolate. I’m trying not to give in to the temptations. But when I leave work, I’m tired and stressed. I’m cranky and grumpy. Working … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged another pound down, be accountable to a partner, be prepared, don't cheat, don't give it, go work out, have snacks ready, I crave chocolate during that time of month, I crave it, I dream about chocolate, I love it like crazy, I obsess over chocolate, that will kill the cravings, touch your fat every time you think about eating chocolate, walk past the store, why do I crave chocolate then? always!?, you can do it | 2 Comments

On the Topic of Swimsuits

Posted on September 16, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

I’ve never worn a bikini. EVER. This is not because I don’t have a “bikini body,” but because my body is even bigger than the chubby women who worry about that. I mean, during my life, my body was too … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged I didn't even wear a swimsuit or own one for over 10 years, I don't want to be ashamed anymore, I need to lose weight, I want to have a baby, I want to lose weight, I want to wear a bikini next summer, I'm ashamed of how I look in a swimsuit, I've never worn a bikini, let's do this!, no sugar, no sugar until Halloween | 1 Comment

Thoughts on “Dear Fat People”

Posted on September 9, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

I just got wind of a youtube video going viral that’s called “Dear Fat People.” It’s made by some woman calling herself a comedian, although I think any comedian worth their salt doesn’t have to insult people to be funny. … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged and we shouldn't lose weight just to be pretty, dear fat people, dream it, fat shaming, feel terrible, it has to come from the core of our being, it won't last, nicole arbour, only we can make a change, or to make people like us, she doesn't know what she's talking about, that is how you make that choice and lose weight, that's dumb, the very center of YOU, then do it, video, viral, we know!, Weight loss, why is she even bothering to tell us this?, you know you're fat | Leave a comment

Feeling Flabby

Posted on September 6, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

I’ve been eating well and working out, so of course the weight has gone down a little bit. I know I could be doing more, but I’m just happy to be back on track and not on vacation mode anymore! … Continue reading →

Posted in avoid sugar, but don't want to spend the money, chubby, clothes don't fit, fat, feel disgusting, feel fat, feel ugly, flab, gotta hang in there, gotta keep working out, I hate being fat, I'm tired of being fat, lots of salad, no fatty foods, this is exhausting, working out and dieting is tough but being fat is worse | 2 Comments

Another Birthday

Posted on September 3, 2015 by Infinite Pensieve

My birthday is coming up soon. And no, I’m not going to say how old I’m turning! Let’s just say … I’m not 21 anymore. I guess I’m really bummed about my birthday this year, more than any other birthday. I … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged a fat person suit, ashamed, disgusted, embarrassed, excuses, fat and lazy, gained weight, I can't believe this is happening to me, I don't want to take pictures of myself, I guess I was lazy, I hate it, I hate my body, I let myself go, I look fat and ugly, I want to lose weight, I wish I had thought of this moment six months ago, I'm ashamed of how I look, I'm paying the price now, if you want it you'll go for it, it feels uncomfortable, it's like an alien suit, my face is so round now, now I'm depressed about my body my weight my birthday and my life, there are no excuses | Leave a comment

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Monthly Archives: September 2015

Nothing’s Changed

Opening the Way For a Talk: Finally Talking with my Dad

Why Does It Take a Medical Scare?

All Day I Dream About Chocolate

On the Topic of Swimsuits

Thoughts on “Dear Fat People”

Feeling Flabby

Another Birthday

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